Sunday, September 25, 2005

When the wrong things ..feel right



I can't really recall anything specific to say about it, but i know, and i'm sure, i felt it more than a hundred time. I do remember, sitting and looking back, feeling rather guilty of what i had done even it was something right, and also, feeling good, when it was something that is generally wrong. The question is, am i human to feel that? or maybe a better question to ask is, why the wrong thing is wrong, and the right things ...hmm...are right?

I can't answer it. The hardest when, it is a mixture of right and wrong, and a mixture of guilty and satisfaction....you feel good at once, and feel bad at the same time. You keep saying dat it is the best that u can do, and at the same time another hemisphere of you, blaming of all that happen.....

Yet, i learn one thing. That was what it suppose to be, and it suppose to feel....and the reason is for us....to search.Isn't life ...is about knowing the reasons ?

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

a'kum.
not a comment. just a quiry......
emm..when u're searching 4 reasons of things that came up to ur life, what do u exactly do? mayb that could help me in my searching too...tq

7:37 AM  
Blogger neo_gillain said...

Reasons are hard to find, when we really need to search for it. The best way is to accept that what happened is what it suppose to be, and insyallah ,,,eventually we will know the reason...by instinct...hmm...that what i usually do...hope it will help you...wasalam

7:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

what the...with that pic??? mentioning about trying 2 b spiritual....u're such an incongruent guy.. confusing...

5:24 PM  
Blogger neo_gillain said...

hey anonymous...hmm...yeah quite true rite ...the pic maybe hmm...tah laa...but that what i feel about feeling d wrong thing ...as right....Anyway i just came across d pic ...while i was thinking about it...talking about instinct ..the pic should b there...don't look at it as it...look at what the pic trying to say...diff peop diff opinion...however, i think the pic is nice,in definition or d technical part of it...wasalam..
(p/s-maybe not good for young readers.....)

5:53 PM  

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